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Journalist Mara Altman had accomplished a lot in her twenty-six years, reporting around the world from Bangalore to Bangkok, living in the mountains near Machu Picchu, getting an agent. The one thing she’d never been able to do? Orgasm. Tackling the problem with J-school-alum persistence, Altman met with sexperts and scientists, Betty Dodson and dominatrices, and traveled from S&M basements in Jersey to orgasm communes in California. She details all the highs and lows in Thanks for Coming, a sort of Eat Pray Love for the anorgasmic set. And like the Oprah-sanctioned Love, Altman’s book has met a mixed response. In one sense, it’s easy to judge her (as Gawker and others have) as a naïve, self-absorbed innocent who can’t reconcile her quest for orgasm with that fact she finds touching herself "mildly disgusting, like a mushy banana." But for women who do have trouble orgasming and are afraid to talk about it — or for even the most jaded swinger, who can whistle Dixie while dispensing multiple reverse-no-look handjobs — Altman’s sweetness and genuine curiosity could be eye-opening. She lets it all hang out on the page, and it’s hard not to be charmed by her sincerity. Hooksexup spoke with Altman, a petite woman who glows the way you might expect someone would, if they’d just spent the last year or so hanging out with sacred whores and vagina enthusiasts. We spoke about science, sex, self-awareness and — of course — the big and little Os. — Nicole Ankowski How did you decide to make this quest into a book? That’s some bravado. Gawker posted a leak of your proposal, and they weren’t fans. When you say, "before I realized how embarrassing it was" — what caused it to start being embarrassing? But not to you?
It didn’t. No. It felt really fun and exciting. Like an adventure. You mention your family a good deal in the book. How did they react? You were twenty-six and you’d never had an orgasm. Is this a common problem for women? Do you think women today are ashamed to admit they can’t come, since it’s almost a feminist thing, to be sex-positive? You would tell them that outright? How did people react? Did they take it as a challenge?
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You attended an event organized by the "orgasm commune" OneTaste, which culminated in the group ritual of "orgasmic meditation." What was it like? Then, at the end, you have the option to try this practice. They roll out a whole bunch of yoga mats. They have homemade lube that they make. A partner chooses you, or you choose them — it doesn’t really matter because it’s supposed to be platonic. And it’s very, very uncomfortable and strange. I only did it once. I didn’t really want to try it again, and I followed what I felt. I know people who have done it many, many times, and they feel like it opens them up a lot. Do women take their pants off? Was it your partner’s first time at the event?
Yeah. So did they teach the new guys their technique for giving women orgasms? Did you have an orgasm when the men were manually stimulating you, at either OneTaste or the offshoot compound you call "Pussy Willow Creek"? I think there probably are a lot of people who are orgasming and aren’t sure. The movies portray it as something explosive and volcanic, but it can be such a huge spectrum. You spend time with Eric, Betty Dodson’s boyfriend and self-proclaimed "sacred whore," who was very respectful of your boundaries — If a woman came to you and said she was having trouble orgasming, what would your advice be? So there’s evidence that orgasms are learned behavior. Has it changed your life? Do you date differently now? You seem very calm. In the book, you definitely let your insecurities hang out. It’s not until page 140 that you finally touch yourself, or let someone touch you. Why did it take so long for you to masturbate? I guess, as someone who is reading it — Yeah. If you’re having trouble orgasming, either you have to touch yourself, or you have to let your partner try. Why was that so hard for you to do? In your descriptions of your own vagina, some of your choices of language are hard to read: "the complicated lump of squish between a woman’s leg," or, "mildly disgusting, like a mushy banana." I didn’t really think, "I’m going to show the readers how I feel about my body so I’m going to write it like this." That would, in a way, be envisioning a character as me, and then writing it from what I thought that person would think. And it was really just a book that was written from my perspective. [laughs] As sad as that might be.
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