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    Yet even if the shackle of marriage is a good thing, it does not resolve the problem that the sex might wane. I was thus quite relieved to read Henry Miller's account of an evening he spent
    back in the arms of his wife, whom he had left so that he could move in with his paramour. Now, granted,
    Hank never proves to be the model husband, but the scene below details not only the reawakening of the flame that
    had brought him and his wife together in the first place, but, more instructively, his realization that the
    woman in his arms is quite unlike the person he long thought he knew. Breakdowns in communication had
    kept her from being as sexually free as she, and he, would have wanted. Finally able to be herself, she's
    happier than she had ever been, and more appealing.
    Perhaps, then, we can learn from Miller's experience (though not his method): be open to and open for
    your spouse and there will always be room for discovery.

    * * *

    From Sexus by Henry Miller

    She wants to lie down on the floor and put her legs around my neck. "Get it in all the way," she begs.
    "Don't be afraid of hurting me. I want it. I want you to do everything." I got it in so deep it felt as though I
    were buried in a bed of mussels. She was quivering and slithering in every ream. I bent over and sucked her
    breasts; the nipples were taut as nails. Suddenly she pulled my head down and began to bite me wildly --
    lips, ears, cheeks, neck. "You want it, don't you?" she hissed. "You want it. You want it!" Her lips twisted
    obscenely. "You want it. You want it!" And she fairly lifted herself off the floor in her abandon. Then a
    groan, a spasm, a wild tortured look as if her face were under a mirror pounded by a hammer. "Don't take it
    out yet," she grunted. She lay there, her legs still slung around my neck, and the little flag inside her began
    twitching and fluttering. "God," she said, "I can't stop it!" My prick was still firm. It hung obedient on her
    wet lips, as though receiving the sacrament from a lascivious angel. She came again, like an accordion
    collapsing in a bag of milk . . .


    "Oh God," she said, flinging her arms around me, "if only . . ."


    "If only what?"


    "You know what I mean . . . Was it my fault," she said, "that this never happened before? Was I
    such a squeamish creature?" She looked at me with such frankness and sincerity I hardly recognized the
    woman I had lived with all these years.


    "I guess we were both to blame . . ."

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