Matt turns Rachel over and looks at her ass. He finds her vagina with his finger and puts his penis in. He holds her neck with one hand and her chest with another. He pulls her neck back so her face is more than sideways and looks at her profile and kisses her mouth and neck.
Matt gets off the bed and goes onto the nest on the floor and lies on his back with a neutral pose. Rachel quickly closes the distance and puts Matt's penis in her mouth. Matt ejaculates into Rachel's mouth. Matt moans a little. Rachel continues to lick Matt's penis. Matt picks up Rachel and puts her on the bed so that her ass is on the edge of the bed. He pushes his lips into Rachel's clit. He licks the area between the clit and where the normal skin of her inner thighs begins. He licks the left side and the right side. "I wonder if that feels good," Matt thinks. He feels small and quiet. "Even if it doesn't feel good, it probably doesn't feel bad," Matt thinks. He puts two fingers into Rachel's vagina and takes them out. He repeats that.
While doing that he puts his lips on Rachel's clit and sucks it into his mouth, where he has prepared a small saliva bath for it, and then pushes it out. He counts to ten repeatedly while doing that. Sometimes he counts to fifty or sixty, then starts over. He feels his own body resting. His knees are on the floor on blankets. He feels the calmness of what is happening in the room and feels the empty house and briefly feels Pennsylvania and sees the shape of the state and then concentrates on Rachel's noises in conjunction to his finger, lip and tongue movements, so as to develop a physically sustainable set of movements in order to maximize Rachel's noises. Rachel is moaning loudly. Juice begins to fall out of Rachel's vagina. "It's falling out," Matt thinks. Rachel touches Matt's head and tries to pull his head up. Matt continues for a little longer and more vaginal juice falls out. Rachel pulls Matt toward her. Matt climbs on the bed and kisses Rachel. Her mouth is very warm.
"Did you orgasm?" Matt says.
"Yes," Rachel says. "Do you feel good?"
"Yes," Matt says. "Do you feel good?"
Rachel feels like a sombrero-shaped galaxy slowly expanding in the eyepiece of a fourth-grader's telescope. "Yes," she says. n°
Tao Lin is the author of a collection of poetry, You Are a Little Bit Happier Than I Am (Action Books), two existential sex books on Bear Parade, and two sex advice books, Bed (Melville House) and EEEEE EEE EEEE (Melvile House), which will be published in April of 2007. Tao's sex essays have been published in McSweeney's, Juked, and Harper's. His sex blog about existential literature is called Reader of Depressing Books.
