would have been better without the last paragraph. otherwise some nice moments, but i am surprised by the absence of relish in being an actor, in being the subject of the action. reminds me of an aritcle Hooksexup published years ago by fiona someone entitled Dick for a Day (she'd published a collection of essays by men about having a vagina for a day). her focus was on imagining what she looked like from the perspective of a guy, which struck me as odd -- an expression of vanity more than curiosity.