So this one time I fell in love with an ex-cheerleader. She was a tall and lanky woman from Wisconsin and had an accent vaguely reminiscent of a goose. She camped out overnight once to get a new N'Sync album the day it released. She told dirty jokes and always had a self-deprecating line at the ready. I didn't think I would have anything to say to her when we met. The first memory I have of her is standing up in front of a group of scrubbed down Peace Corps volunteers in an incongruously posh hotel conference room in downtown Philadelphia and confessing to thirty strangers that she had cried leaving her parents that morning.
When I was twenty-five I spent a year in China teaching English with the Peace Corps before being evacuated during the SARS epidemic. I chose to re-enroll and was sent to Madagascar, which is where I met T. Going back into Peace Corps was a hard thing to do. Choosing to re-enroll was easy. After a dizzy year in China, living like a celebrity on an inflated government stipend while working 14 hours a week was one of the most surreal experiences I've ever had. I wasn't ready for that experience to end so I eagerly dove back into the nostalgic dream of living in a hut somewhere tropical and digging latrines for the world's incapable poor.
The idea was nice, but the reality of being back in Peace Corps in a totally new country and with a completely different group of people was overwhelming. It felt like re-enrolling in high school. Staying in country during my first year in Madagascar, abandoned in some dusty waypoint in the middle of the arid south was one of the hardest things I've ever done. It was the worst kind of d
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