"The Rachel Mysteries: A Trilogy" is a personal essay from 1999 by David Shields about his first love. He reads her journal and they have intense, enraptured sex.
“In her journal, she wrote that she had never been kissed like this in her life and that she inevitably had trouble going to sleep after seeing me. She actually said she was afraid she'd go blind when I entered her. Where did she learn these lines, anyway?”
Do you snoop? Are you glad you did?
Read the essay here.