"I haven't had sex for a year and a half because every time I even go out on a date, I find myself still wishing it was you, and I just have no interest in being there. I'm not capable of meaningless sex, so I'd rather be celibate. God, I would give anything to be over you. I fear I'll be in love with you forever. I wonder if I'll ever love anyone else again, or have sex with anyone else again."