I have many friends that are unrelentingly searching for their ‘soul mate’, despite the fact that there’s absolutely no evidence that such a thing exists. Just because that creepy guy from E-harmony with the horrible caps on his teeth, and the spacey new age look in his eye comes on TV and espouses the merits of his website, does not mean that there is ONE special person out there JUST for YOU!
First off, you’re not that special - none of us are. We’re just drones, milling about this random orb like so many ants. Secondly, we’re all looking for what we THINK we want, and not what we NEED.
When we’re in our 20s, the playing field is quite level. It’s a time where we all ‘sow our oats' and accrue as much experience as we can. Through this journey, we get to know ourselves, and what we ‘need’ from others. In our 30s, if we’re not paired off, we start disposing everything we learned in our 20s and start relying on what we ‘WANT’ from others.
For women, it’s more complicated, as the 30s are when the power gets shifted over to the men.
Sociologically, men are allowed – or rather indulged – with the option of an extended childhood. Many take advantage of this, choosing to be non-committal and aloof. I myself played this card for the first half of my 30s. Women on the other hand have more at stake. The thing is, if they went for what they ‘needed’ as opposed to what they ‘wanted’, I’m sure their rate of success would be greater.
Many of my female friends find themselves in this tricky situation. They’re constantly getting involved with the unattainable. I mean, if you’re an average woman in your later 30s, and you get involved with some young hot guy, the chance that you’re going to convince him to drop everything and commit is about as great as winning the lottery. This is not hyperbole, it’s pretty much fact. I keep telling my friends, why don’t you look for someone older, maybe a guy in his 40s, someone more stable who’s not interested in running around anymore. Their answer is invariably..
’Ewww.. that’s boring.. I don’t want some old guy’
So what happens next? They stay single. So now we’re into the 40s… Literally ‘no-mans land’ for the ladies.
I remember when I was using the online personals quite a bit, I would constantly get letters from women in their 40s. I found it a bit puzzling. It’s not that I’m an ‘agist’ or anything, really not at all, but as I was in my early 30s, and playing the ‘non-commital, aloof’ card, I just wasn’t looking for a ‘mommy’. What it was, I think , was the fact that a single woman in her 40s figures they’ve been single so long that at this point they sure as hell aren’t going to ‘settle’ for anything, so they just go for what they ‘want’ and hope for the best.
Again, the chance of getting what you want at this point is slim. As unfair as it is, women get the short end of the stick here. If you’re a guy, and you’re doing alright, have a decent job, keep yourself in shape, your shelf life is quite a bit longer than a woman’s. The point of all this is, if people didn’t feel that getting what you ‘need’ out of life was ‘settling’ then I think everyone would be a lot happier.
Now, is it impossible to get what you want AND what you need? That’s the 100,000 dollar question. I suppose it’s POSSIBLE, but is it NECESSARY in order to live a satisfying and happy life?
In the end, who ever wins the lottery?
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